October, November, December,.... 2012!
it STILL 3 months before 2012, or...
3 months LEFT before 2012 ???
In early 2011, each of us might be has own resolution. Me too; plans, promises, ways, and many others. But time and others made me forgetting it.
Frankly, my resolution this year is not successful enough.
It's not about matter or achievement, it just about I am.
My biggest problem is my self, and this year-until this month, I haven't succed overcome it.
It's a bit rather uncontrol. I-CAN'T-CONTROL-MY-SELF and I-CAN'T-CHANGE.
Well, since SMP I always manage my life by self. I don't care about what people said, even my parents. I heard them, but the biggest control is in me. I did what I want, if I had a passion. I rented many comics and novels even my parents forbad me, and again, even my novels were torn. I saved my money my self, to buy a glasses secretly, so my parents didn't know that there's somethin wrong with my eyes. I could just eat oatmeal a day when I really want to be slim. I could not sleep when I had a big ambition to be the first. I could sell Rp 2.000.000 oriflame in 2 weeks so I got a bag for my mom's gift.
If I want, if I want, if I want. -.-
This is my BIG problem. I don't have any ambition or decision now. This year is just like, yah, just like it, no direction.
I am a new college student now and I have to get up again.
So, I'll make an outlook of my self, preparation of my resolution. I'll prepare from now.
Because start in the early year is late and I don't want to be failed anymore.
Before 2012, my spirit must be back
and in 2012, I have to reach at least one of my 100 dreams.!!!
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